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Raging out of every house we're dying in

"
Beware the preachers
Beware the knowers
Beware those who are always reading books
Beware those who either detest poverty
or are proud of it
Beware those quick to praise
for they need praise in return
Beware those who are quick to censure
they are afraid of what they do not know
Beware those who seek constant crowds for
they are nothing alone
Beware the average man the average woman
Beware their love, their love is average
seeks average

but there is genius in their hatred
there is enough genius in their hatred to kill you
to kill anybody
not wanting solitude
not understanding solitude
they will attempt to destroy anything
that differs from their own
not being able to create art
they will not understand art
they will consider their failure as creators
only as a failure of the world
not being able to love fully
they will believe your love incomplete
and then they will hate you
and their hatred will be perfect 
"
(B.)

Samarkand

This bad weather circles us this bad blood strikes us ugly
let them undo let them undress
they would either way abandon us
we would either way split in two, in three, in millions
so shatters our skin so break our bones with this heat this love this zest
let them widen their views stare at every floor
violently as it storms and rages this bad weather this bad blood
they strike us down.
Tell me now am I good enough
are my hands harsh enough
to steal you off your pretty skin
to turn you into solid dust in tiles.

The religious microbiologist

Raise the hands, they can be stretched forever. This is a room with no ceiling. This is a monastery. She lives here alone. She wakes up before the alarm sets off, or the coma is unstoppable. She eats. She eats. She eats, all these denatured substances fill the void. She keeps her maker calm. Him and the rest are too kind to ask or take the lead. She brings them in. They soften with formic acid. Once they are soft, the muscles lax, the skin tears at the touch of the air. Nothing makes them easier. They fuck and confess their eternal vows. They are easy. It only takes a drop to dissolve their sham of pride. An offender is never asked, conviction to a never-ending lack of manners. Then they invite her over. Unclean sheets, unclean pillows, unclean people sleeping on insecurity. They fuck and their sweat is grime. Then she returns and prays. They get their diagnosis in no time and they cope to keep it hidden. This is a room with no floor. There is nothing dirt has ever kissed here. She burns everything on the two edges of each interval. Burn everything, rebuild everything, bear everything. Raise the hands, now he sees clearly the documentation of our eighteen months. Here, a grain of pepper on his tongue. Please, disappear. For a second she clasps his hand with the madness of every elementary point without him. This will never stop, this has not ended years now. This is a serious mistake and will cost her slide out of the coma every morning. He thought she forgets, she burns herself. She never touches herself, she never destroys herself. Whatever viruses he left here, will remain. This makes him ache more. They fuck and he weeps on her chest. She says he should see his savior. Deeper knowledge, thorough touch and thorough listen. The savior holds the cure. She drains them and pushes them to the saviors. She fucks because he's easy. She beats his back and he stares with agony. He stays because she's unfamiliar. We fuck and raise our hands. We reach god. Do not expect to leave her with anything new in your pockets but a referral to your next savior.

We are taught to be the void. It is written on our diplomas.

Någon gång

I am withdrawing myself.
I only keep the good character never given never to be 
for a distant figure

blond hair blue eyes white skin
a little of human a tiny fly I'd smile to
in exchange to this lot of quiet hyperventilation
anything from consolation to self-ridicule
share a drink and eat hjortron jam with ice cream
cook together
slight painless contact
always more always only


occasional talkers.